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The Darkness |
June
8 , 2005 |
Greetings!
We
are in some powerful energy now that is most assuredly
releasing much of what we refer to as “darkness”. I do
not speak of darkness very often as what we focus on becomes
our reality and draws more of it to us, as well as supporting
any victim consciousness we may be carrying. But this
is, as always, dependent upon our definitions of “darkness”
and most certainly our relationship to it as well. And
in addition, we are residing in energies that have basically
integrated the polarity consciousness now, as we have
risen above the old realities of dark/light and right/wrong.
So
on that note, let's begin again. For the past few days,
and most notably last evening, we experienced a great
release or upsurgence of darkness. This is all part of
our emergence into a New World and into a New Human.
This
could be felt as a severe and sudden depression, severe
and sudden thoughts of suicide, feelings of mental illness
of some sort, a feeling of great “heaviness”, feelings
of vulnerability, an inability to find a good feeling
space, feelings of futility, a great self-loathing, feelings
of great unexplained guilt, a lack of self-confidence,
and so forth.
Or
perhaps you have experienced a “falling out” or argument
with a friend, as we are not enjoying their darkness!
And maybe just feelings of not wanting to do anything
or not being able to get where we want to go as nothing
we can come up with feels remotely good.
What
is occurring now is the beginning of the big “shake-up”.
As we are now poised to enter the half-way point for the
arrival of the New World at the physical levels, and as
two waves of ascension have occurred, we are readying
for the next phase.
I
have felt the “darkness” around for several days. Suddenly
last evening I became severely nauseous with diarrhea,
and my body felt as though it had been run over by a truck.
I felt as though I were dying within every cell of my
body and could barely walk. Today I feel fine. A friend
of mine who is a medium felt a sudden rush of energy (which
felt dark), and was guided to stay home and also to exercise
to stay centered and grounded.
“Un-earthed”
was the word I kept hearing as well. When we experience
a great shift, it usually brings much with it. When I
made a big leap over a year ago, I went through an intense
period of dark energy and could not find a ray of light
anywhere. This is generally part of the process. Many
individuals who come into their power and begin accessing
their psychic abilities have great encounters with darkness.
Remember,
we are poised now for the “great fall”, or the fall of
the darkness and it is now beginning. I honestly did not
see this happening for a few weeks yet, but those surprises
are always much better than I could ever have imagined!
There
are several explanations for this process, depending upon
which level you choose to view things. One could say that
whenever we make a great leap into the light, the darkness
brings out the big guns and gives its all to usurp things
in every way possible. It can get into our heads and convince
us that we are powerless and good for not much of anything…really
pushing our buttons and reducing us to a much more ineffectual
being.
Knowing
that its time is over and it is on the way out, the darkness
is trying everything possible to sabotage the plan, one
might believe. Or perhaps it is just too arrogant to even
see that it can no longer exist in these higher realms.
Or maybe it is attacking all the new bearers of light
as they are gaining great power now, and the new leaders
need to be stopped by the fearful darkness.
But
I see a different scenario. We are entering into big “shake-up”
energy. Much, then, will be brought to the surface for
release, within us and without. As whatever is within
us is now revealed and illuminated, it is flying around
and we are feeling it at some level. We cannot feel and
experience what we are not.
I
personally have experienced and believe that every energy
and entity around us is simply a part of us that we chose
to own or not; even the angels and our “guides”. Ultimately,
we are everything in all ways. Yes, the other version
is much more romantic and dramatic, but energy is always
simply energy, with no meanings but what we may give it.
During
this time as well, as we are being “un-earthed” and much
is being “removed”, we may feel disoriented and lost,
walking in a dream world, and not knowing where we are
or what is “real” anymore. Those feelings of “maybe I
have a mental illness” may be rising to the surface again
as we are going into new territory where we have never
been before and becoming beings we have never been before
in these particular bodies.
And
again, I repeatedly see that as the old world crashes,
tumbles and comes down, we will be safe, secure and in
another world of our own making, as we are going ahead
of the masses and embodying more light. This then will
place us in a space where much may be swirling around
us, but as we have very little of “darker or denser” energies
within us, we will not be affected. We will not feel this
crashing down of the old in the physical as much because
we cannot feel and experience what we are not.
What
will be leaving are the “misperceptions”. It is what we
thought was real. It is the way we believed things were.
It is who we thought “we” were. It is how we believed
things “worked”. If you feel like you are “losing it”,
it is because you are. But what will remain will be who
you REALLY are……an incredible being of light with unique
and special gifts and talents that makes you like no one
else. What is now being revealed to us and where we are
very rapidly residing, is in an incredible New World and
place that is magnificent far beyond what our old ego
minds could ever have imagined.
Are
you ready to create the New World through your unique
and special passion?
Wishing
you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and
miracles in your life in these miraculous times,
Karen
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