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The Loneliness |
October
9 , 2005 |
Greetings!
The
amazing and magical energies of the higher realms finally
arrived in October and they are creating much. Weeping,
sobbing, wanting to jump out of our skin, feeling off
balance with everything closing in and nowhere to go,
along with acute loneliness and a strange disconnect,
and even darkness, darkness and more darkness are some
of the current manifestations of arriving in the higher
realms, but there is good reason and all is in order as
we continue on with this amazing process of this powerful
Shift of the Ages.
As
I write this article, it is October 21, and miracles are
occurring right and left as well. Our manifestation time
is near immediate, and if we allow ourselves the luxury
of receiving, so much will come our way.
With
everything being magnified in higher realms energy, you
may find yourself crying at the smallest of disappointments
and crying at the smallest acts of kindness as well. We
weep when we are releasing, and we are releasing an enormous
amount of the illusionary world and the illusionary ways
of being and relating that we had bought into within the
3D reality.
We
weep when we are finally able to see and experience who
we really are and we weep when we experience love and
we weep when we feel unity with our beloved soul families,
and we weep when we feel unity with nature, the higher
vibrations, and ultimately Source……….as that is what we
are becoming and merging with right now in a perfect and
much more intense way.
And
we weep when we experience suffering, as we so believe
that suffering should not exist in Heaven. We are overcome
with compassion for every living thing, as we observe
this process of shifting and sorting and what it is creating
as the division becomes as intense as ever…..choose to
become your soul and your ever greater connection to Source,
or choose to reside in another reality.
We
are weeping as we are now uniting with Source and the
higher realms as never before.
THE
VEIL HAS BEEN LIFTED. We have reached critical mass. This
was the plan. All is in order. We have finally arrived.
What is occurring now is the result of our merging with
the higher realms and a result of uniting with our souls
and Source energy in a very powerful and impactful way.
Then
there is the loneliness………..what is this strong and overwhelming
loneliness? It comes two-fold.
We
are releasing and letting go of a HUGE amount of the illusory
reality that existed behind the veil. We are not our imbalances.
We are not our “issues” or our confusion. We are not our
fears or our misperceptions. And we are not our defense
mechanisms that we developed in order to survive in the
3D reality.
When
we let go of so much at once (and we know that we have
been on this path of letting go of so much of our ego
selves through the ascension process for awhile now…….so
that this would be a more gentle process when we arrived
“on the other side”), we naturally tend to want to grasp
onto something. We want to hold onto the shore. We may
wonder where we are, as we may feel that we are floating
and bobbing in a land of no land………all alone in a strange
and unfamiliar place where nothing seems to make sense
anymore and nothing is “as it should be”.
Not
wanting to be alone in this new land we have arrived in…not
knowing where we are………and having nothing to hold onto
can create an intense desire to be in the company of others
as we feel a strange “emptiness”.
But
there is a bigger and higher reason for the loneliness.
In
the higher realms there is no separation. There are no
boundaries. (Are you having many “boundary” experiences
now?) In this reality we do not do everything ourselves.
This new existence revolves around teamwork and soul team
connections. We wear our “one hat” and carry our one true
and purposeful soul vibration, and do and be nothing else.
Anything else needed is provided by another member of
our team who is being and vibrating just that. We love
and support each other. We co-habitate and love and play
and create and sing together. (I talk a lot about this
in my book, ready for purchase later this month).
We
are now in the higher realms, so then, we are feeling
very strange being alone as we are no longer vibrating
and residing in that old separation reality of the 3D.
I have been extremely comfortable spending much time alone
for the majority of my life. I usually thrive on it. Several
weeks ago, I awoke in my home and absolutely knew that
I would never live alone again, and that my home and my
reality would be filled with my soul family and with many
star beings as well. That old way of being was gone forever……..never
to return.
The
beauty now is that IT IS FINALLY HERE. A few years ago
when I made a big “leap” into that reality, not many were
there yet and a long waiting period ensued. How glorious
it is for so many of us to be experiencing this reality
now, as IT HAS FINALLY ARRIVED. We are here! We are here!
And
as the unity energy begins manifesting for us, many are
finding that perfect person and it feels like a downright
miracle. We are uniting with our soul teams as well, and
coming together and blending with a beautiful group energy
that feels like something we have been waiting for forever.
Know
as well, that our soul partners and teams are arriving
for us in packages that we may not have imagined, but
if we can go past their form and package and look into
their eyes in a higher and deeper way, their soul energy
comes shining through and a connection is most certainly
there. It reminds me of the movie “What Dreams May Come”
with Robin Williams……….his beloved family was right before
his eyes for awhile before he recognized them.
You
may be thinking, “All very well and good for you to say,
Karen, but it feels downright eerie and strange and very
dark to me. I'm feeling vulnerable and scared and grossly
uncomfortable”.
When
we reached critical mass in mid-August, the light (meaning
we lightworkers and other non-physical beings holding
the light for the planet) was then able to pull out in
order to enable the darkness to have free reign and completely
and totally destroy itself. This is what is occurring
now.
Anything
and everything can and will happen. This is a part of
the process and completely and divinely planned. Expect
more natural disasters (and we need not interfere with
this process by trying to send light and avert these very
natural and needed occurrences). These planetary adjustments
and alignments are very necessary. Expect what will appear
to be horrors. And know that the suffering is not as bad
as it appears. As strange as it seems, at higher levels
there is no suffering. And a very natural by-product of
this dark and destruction energy is a beautiful unity
with others, as we strive to feel better.
When
things are wonderful and always going our way, we are
rarely open to making any kind of change. These seemingly
dark and empty times create unusual opportunities for
new ways of being and doing things. They open us up and
connect us. There is a graceful beauty here.
What
can we do? How can we feel better?
Create
your sacred space. Stay in the helicopter and do not go
down with the ship. Allow the destruction and the deterioration
to do what it needs to do. Do not try and “save”. This
has never been a higher way and many are finally seeing
this. Saving only serves to rob an individual or entity
of its natural right and its own true ability as a powerful
creator.
We
are in the higher realms now. Have you noticed how quickly
and easily you can shift from a state of lower and denser
feelings and emotions into one of higher and more joyful
feelings? We can ever so easily tap into an incredible
stream and reality of great love, compassion and amazing
joy and bliss in any given moment.
We
are also in the “heart” reality now, and interacting and
connecting from our hearts instead of our minds. We can
throw all the analyzing, thinking and controlling out
the window and be in our hearts as we let them alone guide
us to where we want and need to be. Always go with what
feels good, even if it doesn't make sense. This is our
best navigator, and in this way we can never go wrong.
These
higher energies are feeling unbelievably incredible, if
you choose to tap into them. I have had many, many days
where I can do nothing but sit or stand as I can feel
them so intensely and I literally cannot do a thing. This
state of being brings me to tears, as it is all I have
ever imagined feeling or experiencing. It is overpowering
and indescribable……..and there is so much love. I can
barely breathe.
If
we choose to get out of the helicopter and go into the
stepping stone world to share our vibrations of great
compassion, joy, love and beingness, we can do so, but
we must first cement these ways in, so that we can fully
embody them when we “visit” the stepping stone world.
In this way, we will never become influenced or go down
with the ship. In order to reside and exist in these lower
vibrating realities, we absolutely must know how to maintain
our higher vibrations for these brief “visits”. We cannot
afford to “become” what is leaving. We must know who we
are. We must “be” the higher realms, as we introduce it
to others.
And
in the now higher realms, we are learning a whole new
(or forgotten) way of being. We are learning to create
in the palm of our hands. We are experiencing non-linear
time, when everything just seems to happen all at once,
in no particular order with no particular process. We
are now in near instant manifestation reality. We can
access higher states of being and feeling and experiencing
at the blink of an eye.
If
things seem chaotic and confusing, know that we have net
yet read the driver's manual for the higher ways of being.
They are at our disposal now. We need to learn how to
navigate and create within them. We need to remember that
what we say and desire becomes our reality…………no longer
a matter of trying to fit in with a pre-existing reality
of an old 3D world that we felt powerless in. Expect miracles.
KNOW.
And
if you have been “wide awake” when you are in bed and
usually sleeping, know that it is because of these incredible
new and higher energies that we are now in. We seem to
be able to function in a strange way now, even though
sleep deprived, but still functioning at some levels and
surviving this process. These energies are pouring in
so intensely now, that we can feel them physically in
many ways, all according to how you may be wired or where
you may have any residual densities or blockages.
We
sleep when we are merging with a higher dimension, and
when we arrive, we are “wide awake” while we are becoming
it and residing in the new vibration.
As
things may feel upside down and inside out, it is only
because we are now finally in the vibrations of rightside
up, and the old realities are merely trying to adjust
and align.
Yes,
we are in strange, wild and what may seem like unpredictable
times, but I can assure you that all is in order and we
are right on track for this amazing, incredible and one
of a kind Shift of the Ages.
Are
you ready to create the New World through your unique
and special passion?
Wishing
you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and
miracles in your life in these miraculous times,
Karen
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